The Wall

In that moment of half-awakeness before I became fully conscious I imagined waking up in Pittsburgh and was very sad when I realized that was just illusion. I guess it is not surprising to be hitting a wall around 3 months. Still, it means I have a long time left and I can't spend it missing all the people and stuff that are in America.

Instead of having my usual anxiety dreams about work I dreamed about pet penguins and being in a big suburban neighborhood with the War Mice. Giant boxes of toys (giant wading pools full of giant legos, cardboard blocks shaped like Tetris pieces...) kept arriving for all the neighbors and we kept waiting to see if we would get anything.